Will I ever be able to go back to being able to… not be ignorant.. but confident, that the world is not being run by monsters?
I know, you felt it to, when I said that, that you hate me for wanting to give up control, go back to sleep.
That’s what I’m saying. That’s where I’m at too.
CURRENTLY READING – Marshall McLuhan – The Medium and the Messenger – by Philip Marchand
a good in depth biography of Marshall McLuhan from his early student days to his media career.
Doing this research so I can write a little bit longer article on him trying to talk about what his whole deal is and how he is relevant to today, for Cyberpunk culture and heading into the future for our media saturated culture.
ALSO, getting close to finishing up the series of MR. ROBOT.
Posting some random shit on my instagram to do with writing and tagging it for #InStaWriMo ostensibly getting ready for National Novel Writing Month in November.
And now I leave you, and though I have expressed some honesty, that I am sick of feeling this way, I also say I don’t expect things to change any time soon. I used to stay sane by walking to the coffee shop and spending the day sitting in a nice atmosphere whiling away the hours studying and sipping deliciousness, just a regular being a regular. Now, another winter is upon us, and I’m sick of my house, sick of having nowhere to go, wanting to shake things up…
but I’m thirsty, I tells ya. As ever. and my lungs are healthy. and I don’t want to sit this one out, despite the world’s worth of sidelines. So, there.