Losing heart and self-destruction is en vogue.
The holes in the wall are piling up faster
than the plaster you dispose.
They tell me to make an offer
One must have strength to impose
But my confusion, my desperation
Is what makes me feel a wholesome riot
Against the shit covered throne
If thou aren’t capable of love
If you love, but your love is meaningless
I just beg you send me yourself in the veil
Of a decent enemy, an unholy adversary
Over which my struggling heart may prevail